Never let anyone go down on me

So i been with my other half nearly 6 years iam 26 he is 28 and I have never let anyone go down on me before as I feel shy about it and uncomfortable me and my so have been having a hard time lately and last night we had sex for the first time in months and he went down on me he knows how i feel about it but he told to not worry and relax and I did and i enjoyed more then I thought I would after we cleaned up i asked how it was going down and he told me that he enjoyed it and for me to not worry so much about down there ( iam a clean person its just a fear I have i guess ) I didn't know where else to share this i Just needed to get it out I guess thanks for letting me share