I am so frikin confused...😂

Here's the story, I assumed that I was on 14dpo. I've had symptoms since 5dpo. I thought I got my BFP at 7

dpo with a vvvvfl but they never progressed. So I assumed cp. Now I'm wondering if they were all just evaps or indents or whatever the hell. Cause last night (at what I thought was 13dpo) I felt a jab on my right side so intense I let out a OW and right away thought "of anything would feel like implantation THIS would be that jeez! This morning I got up, no period. So I tested and within 30 seconds I had a line, a very pink clear line. No flash light, no tweaking required. I had tested yesterday and it was pretty much negative. So I'm more than confused at this point and I have so many questions:

-could all the vvvfl I had been indents/evaps mixed with wanting to be it so bad?

-maybe I'm 11-12dpo (didn't track this month) and I'm finally getting my bfp?

-so scared that this will be another cp!

Anyone ever deal with this? 😂