Plus size and Chubby first time mommies

This is my first pregnancy. I am 9-10weeks along per my OB. He says we will find out for sure in 3 weeks at my first full Ultrasound.

I can’t help but feel a little down that I can’t see the slight changes in my body other than my gargantuan boobs, because my belly chub. I have a misshaped belly from where my pants were too tight growing up. It’s deformed my belly.

Is anyone else struggling with this body positivity? What helps you to get past it?

Feel free to share body positive bump pictures in the comments! I know they will help me get excited about what is to come versus feeling regret.