Do faithful men exists???

I have never met ONE in my entire life that’s honestly faithful and in love with one woman. I’ve had many bad experiences, narcissist manipulate me to the point where I have extreme trust issues... I can’t envision me ever being in a relationship because I’m always the committed and honest one and I have never received the truth back. And not to mention the married men are the worst they always make it seem like they’re getting divorced to fuck around... I used to dream of having a husband and family but now I question if I’ll ever marry and I want kids one day soon... this is beyond me 🤯