This is my 3rd baby but first son. I’ve been off and on about a baby shower because my family isn’t in the state. Only my husbands family is all here. Anyways I’ll be 27weeks tomorrow, my son will be born in November so I didn’t want to go into October if We decided on a baby shower so September I wanted it. Couldn’t decide where, didn’t want to at a park because the heat is killing me. I finally told my husband let’s just do a small shower at our place. I’ll be 31 weeks on the day I decided.PERFECT cuz I want to pack bags between 32-35weeks. I didn’t want anything big. We agreed. I messaged around looking for tables so I didn’t have to buy any and his family use them for bbq’s. His mom txts me and tells me don’t have the baby shower I want and to do a drive by.(I always feel like she doesn’t care about things I say or want even tho we’ve been together almost 8years, we aren’t very close)...So I got upset/fed up and over it. I said F-It I won’t. I’ll just do a drive by shower. Have people come at a certain time and I’ll just open gifts as they come and give them little favors and do a diaper raffle to. I’m just over this virus and everyone putting there two cents in. Yeah maybe it’s better I do this but I honestly feel like everything is being taken from me. And my opinions NEVER matter. I’m already emotional that I haven’t seen my family in a year and a half will be almost 2 when my sons born. I miss my family and can’t see anyone. But his family also has never truly made me feel like family either, it’s just not the same. Maybe it’s the emotions of being pregnant😪 ok vent over