I had a miscarriage (my first) in July.. It broke me. I didn’t think I would get pregnant so fast but I went to the ER for a bartholin cyst and just by chance on that Monday took a test because I was put on antibiotics. It was positive. My drs office immediately set me up with blood work (today was suppose to be my last one but they nurse messed up the viles so I go back on Sunday) but in the mean time I am nonstop testing.nonstop worrying. Every time I use the bathroom I brace myself for blood. Every twitch of twinge I’m mentally preparing myself. How do you get through this?! How do you relax?! I’m just looking for other experiences. Something so that I don’t feel so alone..