I messed it up for good?! 😅

Chileè

So last night a man I’ve been crushing on for a while asked me out and I went. He bought me some drinks then we went back to his and had sex. But I was so drunk that the whole night I was talking about my ex and I was getting a lot of attention from other men anyways besides the point. He whipped out a Crystal Meth pipe and we both took some. After that my mouth just started running like a faucet and I told him about how I was a cheat and that I was an alcoholic this was made worse when I started knocking back captain Morgan as soon as I woke up because we barely slept just fucked. I think his a sex addict anyway and it’s clear that he has some problems with his crystal meth use but after I told him all this stuff about me his whole energy seemed to change towards me. Not sure what to make of it tbh?

I don’t know if it was a mixture of all the drugs I was on last night because not only was I drunk. I was high from weed and cocaine plus crystal Meth (first time smoking Crystal). Surely he can cut me some slack right?