I messed it up for good?! 😅
So last night a man I’ve been crushing on for a while asked me out and I went. He bought me some drinks then we went back to his and had sex. But I was so drunk that the whole night I was talking about my ex and I was getting a lot of attention from other men anyways besides the point. He whipped out a Crystal Meth pipe and we both took some. After that my mouth just started running like a faucet and I told him about how I was a cheat and that I was an alcoholic this was made worse when I started knocking back captain Morgan as soon as I woke up because we barely slept just fucked. I think his a sex addict anyway and it’s clear that he has some problems with his crystal meth use but after I told him all this stuff about me his whole energy seemed to change towards me. Not sure what to make of it tbh?
I don’t know if it was a mixture of all the drugs I was on last night because not only was I drunk. I was high from weed and cocaine plus crystal Meth (first time smoking Crystal). Surely he can cut me some slack right?
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.