Ugh!!

I'm really horny and my boyfriend doesn't wanna fuck. He said he loves me too much!! What?! The age difference doesn't matter to me so why does it matter so much to him. Nobody's gonna find out we're fucking so why won't he fuck me?? What can I say to convince him to have sex with me? I'm 13, he's 19. How do I get him to fuck me?? And don't even give me that shit about "he'll get arrested" He won't get arrested if he doesn't go around telling people my age. All his friends think I'm 16 so why does it matter?? I wanna fuck him!! How do I get him to fuck me??