today I realized I was 4 days late from my period and I decided to buy a test, I go home and take it and it’s very clearly positive. I don’t want to be a parent right now... my boyfriend and I just celebrated two years two days ago. he’s a great guy but he has his issues and we were just talking a week ago how we wanted a break from each other. I’ve always been pr͏o choice but always told myself “I would never get an abortion” but I don’t know. I feel like it would fuck my mental up so much and maybe even regret it. I’m scared, i’m a 23 year old college student. My mom just died 3 months ago so i’ve been pretty fucked up in the head about it and now this... I don’t think i’m ready.