So this happened a while ago, and ever since I've been wanting to get as far away from these people as possible, unfortunatelly me and him are still 'together' (I have been creating an exit plan the whole time and I'm about to execute it).

Please tell me that I have not been the crazy one. This is the first time I am able to talk to someone about this. I am so ashamed of myself.

We were visiting his parents in a different city. I was tired as it was 11pm and wanted to sleep (we stayed over at their place, they live in an apartment building), but he had different plans for me that night as he wanted a 5th blowjob that day. I was too tired to give him one, so I tried sleeping instead. He grabbed me by my hair, threw me across the room, started kicking and punching me. I started crying out of pain, telling him to stop. His mom walks in as the door was unlocked I am still on the ground and crying. She starts talking to her son casually can you be a little quiter I don't want to wake the neigbours, someone might call the police on us... I got the chance to run away so as I did, the abuser started chasing me down the apartment and I screamed Get away from me.

She then completely irritated with my behaviour tells me to leave their apartment and that she doesn't want her neighbors upset about my lack of respect and manners.

I was crying for help! I feel so ashamed of my behaviour, I should have called the cops or yelled harder for someone else to do so.

I then had to buy her flowers and apologize for not obeying her sons wishes to give him a 5th blowjob and wanting to sleep instead, to which he responded by bruising my entire body.

His dad was reading the newspaper.

I was young and stupid. I am so ashamed of myself I wish I got the courage then to run away 😭