Today is the day! I told myself...oh how we dream

So I decided to start putting baby down to sleep on his own today. Because all the stress I have been going through eased today. Anyway. 30 minutes later, he is sleeping soundly on me. And am trapped underneath. Why is this so hard?

Update: so he woke at 1am, I refused to give him boob to sleep again. He was up for like an hour and tried to crawl away, nurse, climb on me, but I got him to lay down and just kept my hand on him. He cried and grumbled but finally slept off