Is it wrong? 18w 3d

I feel like the feeling of being pregnant hasn’t kicked in yet. I go about my day as I normally would when I’m not pregnant.

It totally slips my mind that I’m carrying, like honestly forget. I’ve accepted the obvious things I’m not supposed to eat when pregnant, it doesn’t even bother me but besides that, it’s rare that I talk to baby, I don’t keep track of whether he kicked or not, I don’t rub my belly. I don’t go to shops to look at cute baby stuff, I don’t google like I don’t feel attached as yet and it worries me, like do I not have a connection with baby yet? Will that make me a bad mother, I feel like it makes me look like I don’t care.

My excuse is that because everyone in the family keeps saying it’s too early to shop so I’m kind of not worried or stressed.

Maybe if I start shopping it’ll actually click that heeyyy you’re actually having your first born.

But I really feel bad that I kind of don’t have a connection with my pregnancy as yet. Am I wrong to feel like this?