Silver Lining

I am now suffering through my 8th miscarriage. I’m still disheartened but mostly numb. I’m just ready to feel done with all of this. I couldn’t do anything but hysterically cry for 2 days. Today I met my new dr. Not just any dr. A dr who FINALLY listened to me. She told me she was going to do whatever it takes to make sure I have a baby whenever I feel I might be ready. She said she’s going to prepare me to have a healthy pregnancy no matter what it takes. I’ve never felt so good about leaving a dr office visit than I did today 🥺 not only is she my new PCP but also is an OB GYN so I think I know who I would like to deliver my baby one day as well.