M so exhausted

My baby is 13 months old..he doesn't walk on his own no matter how hard I tried...he doesn't eat on his own..cos he is never hungry..doesn't like milk....doesn't sleep on his own...nd wakes up in less than an hour...doesn't even listen to me...he is so stubborn...I am a first time mom and my family is far..so trust me this is not what I signed up for..plus I see the same age babies walking and running already, eating on their own... sleeping on their own.. already saying a few words..I know i should not compare and all babies are different but come on its bound to cross your mind eventually...

I am so tired and I don't know what to do...,😟😔 Thanks for listening.