I’m not sure how to feel

My husband talked me into getting a dog because he felt it would be a really good comfort as we enter TTC after a miscarriage.

Well, he didn’t explain that he would complain about said puppy 25/8. He works outside of our house while I’m stuck at home working remotely while taking care of a puppy.

Don’t get me wrong, I love this dog. But I’m doing everything alone. Taking him out 2AM, 5:30AM. I get up with him at 7 when my husband gets ready for work because “He’s constantly at my feet when I’m getting ready and it’s really annoying”. I walk him, take him out about every hour or so. Clean up after him. I’m essentially a single parent. My husband got up with him once in the 3 weeks we’ve had him, on a Saturday, and let me sleep til 9. That was really nice. Now he’s holding it over my head.

He’s said that working from home shouldn’t make me tired, I shouldn’t complain, it’s easy. Taking care of the dog is easy because he took care of him for 4 hours alone yesterday while I went shopping with my sister..... he slept the whole time. 🙄

I’m just venting. I’m annoyed. I’m emotional. I’m exhausted. I feel very alone. My husband is being really rude and not being very understanding. He hasn’t transitioned well. I’m second guessing even continuing TTC as I’m afraid this is how he will be when a baby comes...