Should I disconnect his phone?

🤡🤡 I am cursing his ass out pretty bad via text and I’m also telling him if he doesn’t bring me my phone (iPhone 11 that I’m financing) I’m gonna call the police. It’s over 500 dollars so they will go get it from him...

He has maxed out my credit cards. One is over the limit 1200 !! I told him he can go ask the bitches he has been fucking for anything he needs because he will not get shit from me any more. He currently has my cash app card and it’s linked to my bank account. He drained my bank account but won’t answer my calls. He blocked me on the phone I bought. He blamed me for everything. And before he blocked me he said “wow that’s how you feel” yes bitch. And how you feel ? You show me how you feel every fucking day when you sick your penis in another woman raw when you tell them you don’t know me when you tell them that your single. When you tell them you seen me walking and felt sorry for me so you gave me a ride. How say?? I paid for this rental car you’re driving me in?? I bought the clothes on your body. The food in your stomach !! I’m behind bad on my rent because of his needy ass I’m behind on my bills. Everything in my life was perfect minus the fact that my last bf cheated on me. But I had my money together my bills were paid and my rent was current. Now. My credit is bad I’m in debt my rent is 5 months past due my electric will be cut off on the 15th and guess what he’s doing? Riding around in a rental car I paid for. Talking to other woman on the phone I pay for. No respect I’m a clown. I’m embarrassed. And honestly I’m venting it out because if I don’t I will crack him a cross his head with a gun as soon as I see him 🤡🤡

I pay my boyfriends phone bill he’s on my phone plan. Not only do I pay his phone bill but I take care of him. I pay for his rentals I pay for every thing for him. And every day since April. I’ve been finding out that he has been cheating on me. Every day it’s something different everyday it’s something new.

Part of me wants to shut his phone off and move on make him fend for himself.

And part of me has hope he will change. But that’s a small part of me. Because honestly I know he needs me. I just don’t want to be needed I want to be wanted. I want to be loved for me not for what I do. I financially support this man. If he loses me he loses everything.

But I know I can’t keep taking care of a cheater. I can’t keep doing things for him and getting dogged in return. He says anything and everything trying to get me to stay. Telling me that what the girls are saying is old.. but we’ve been together since may 2019. So if it’s happened in that time frame it’s valid. He blames me for reading the girls messages. He blames me for responding. He blames me for everything. I didn’t go looking for them. They came to me. He says they’re lying but they show me screenshots. & he tries to show me screenshots but deletes his messages & they show me what he’s deleted.

I’m fed up. But a piece of me doesn’t want him to go without. My heart is so big man.