Does it count

My ex and I basically were together and I was too afraid to say no or anything for that matter but we were in the moment and next thing I knew was that he was rubbing his penis again my underwear then everything was slippery so it slipped inside and he quickly took it out does it count as me loosing my virginity?

Another time we were together and we ended up doing it I didn’t consent it but I was too afraid to say no so I let it happen bc he was my boyfriend and he clearly wanted it more than anything and I felt like if I said no he wouldn’t love me anymore. does it count?