hi. i had a really bad sexual encounter a year ago & I have a new partner that has been really understanding of that. I got on BC last year & im pretty good at taking it. I’m never more than 45 mins past when i need to take it. I was on cycle day 18 of my 29ish day cycle. He wore a condom both times- but we didn’t put it on y til he was fully hard. He pulled out the first time & the second time i think he was a little slower to.

I have one day left in my bc pack & then i have my placebo pills.

I’m just really anxious about my chances of being pregnant. I’ve gone down a few rabbit holes googling every little thing.

I am a little nauseous & experiencing indigestion but i think that’s probably because the stress and anxiety right?

i’m surprising a lot better than i was last time. So i’m proud of myself for making some small steps but i’m for sure still a bit anxious.

If you made it here, i could use some words of encouragement, but also some honesty.