10dpo, losing hope

Sigh. Here I am again. 10 dpo, 4 days til AF is due.

I really hoped for this to be our month. If I was pregnant, baby would be due on or around my moms birthday.

Also, we were supposed to be on our honeymoon— but it was cancelled due to COVID so we booked a mini moon. We’re checking in on our 6 month wedding anniversary.

I was hoping I’d be able to surprise hubby in a special way.

But still getting BFN and I just can’t take the disappointment anymore.

Why is it so hard for some couples to conceive? 😞😢