i dont like being in a relationship

I have been in a relationship two times now & that just doesn’t work for me, I feel like I appreciate more being single, having my own time, respecting my own routine and frequently making out with boys rather than having a boyfriend.

All of my friends, and by that I really mean ALL, have boyfriends. I kinda think they are in relationships only because that can’t seem to manage being alone, so they’d rather compromise than be single.

But I don’t feel like want to date anyone. Is it normal not to want to be in a relationship?

I mean sex is off topic with these random guys, I don’t have the stomach for sex with random dudes and I still believe in having sex only if you really like somebody, but damn, I miss having sex & I don’t like having a boyfriend! Help, please! ✨