Feeling really down today!

Today has been one of my hard days. So I’m feeling really down! I have a 9 month old and I was expecting my second child in the end of July. I then lost my second baby at the beginning of August. This is the first time since my miscarriage on August 5th where I have been feeling really down and discouraged! I’m two days late on my period and I’ve been taking test since 10 DPO and some have been negative and some have been a faint positive. Leaving me confused, discouraged and disappointed!! I’m feeling I’m the only one that feels this way and no one understands me. My husband tries to support me as much as possible but I feel he really doesn’t understand! I just needed to vent today and to anyone who stopped and read this, thank you for taking the time to listen!