Testing problem

I started seeing faint positives on 9/1 and had the lines progressively get darker. I don't have many symptoms which may be why I feel the need to test all the time. I didn't test at all yesterday and ended up testing again today. This is my first pregnancy and my husband and I were trying since January and I love the baby so much already. I think when I see baby on the ultrasound ill be more relaxed but that's not until October 2nd when I am 8 weeks 😭 is anyone else like this?