How are you all dealing?

I’m currently 6 weeks 5 days and I feel like I’m DYING. Constant nausea and I keep having to call out of work for it and I don’t wanna get fired 😭 I can’t eat, I’m dehydrated, and every thing I try to consume I immediately feel like throwing up. I go to the doctor for the first time on Thursday and I’m so nervous. My worst fear is a missed miscarriage and I’m not even getting an ultrasound until the 24th 😭😭 currently this mama is STRESSED and NAUSEOUS 🤦🏼‍♀️