32+3 today and I’m just a mess lol. I’m constantly tired but I am getting anxious about getting things done before baby arrives but I’m too tired to get anything done. My back hurts, my hips hurt, my wrists and fingers are puffy and sore. Heartburn, insomnia, rib pain, constantly peeing. And thennnnnnn.....I get sad and angry at myself for being so over everything because this is our long awaited miracle baby. I’m scared of birth and recovery and being in pain. I’m impatient and excited beyond belief but also terrified. And then she starts kicking and I’m in love. Ahhhhhh just feeling like a huge wreck of a huge emotional physically useless human.

Please tell me I’m not alone 😭