Today I took a pregnancy test since AF is supposed to come. And I don't like to look at the test while waiting so I go get dressed, came back and test was negative. I had a feeling it might be but I was hoping I tested too early. Well, then I had to go bathroom again and when I went to wipe myself I saw AF. I'm not even disappointed this time but I'm pissed off at me for not waiting and pissed at my ovaries. I just feel like giving the finger to this entire cycle. I feel like a boxer who lost the first round but is determined to get my win the next round. I am going to try different things next cycle. I like this feeling being pissed. I'm usually sad and depressed for a day.