Scared momma..

Y’all I’ve been having pains in my left breast on & off for a couple of months (it’s actually the side of my breast, left shoulder all together & left arm but idk if one has to do with the other). I’m hoping 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 it’s due to the ongoing physical abuse I sustained as a child-teen but because breast cancer runs in our family I’m PETRIFIED that’s why I’m having breast pains 😭

I’m calling my OB tomorrow for an appointment (is that even who I’m suppose to call?)

If it helps explain it better: the pains are mostly on the side of my boob next to my armpit..

Idk what I’m even posting I’m just scared & don’t have anyone else to vent to. I don’t want to leave my babies behind but I also just don’t want to know something is wrong 😭