Well this sucks

My husband and I aren't telling people I'm pregnant until after the first of the year due to having a loss in September. I feel like I don't have anyone to share my excitement with,hubby doesn't want to get excited until after we see the heart beat,which is understandable. He doesn't want me getting too excited either but I can't help it. Hopefully everything will be fine at my ultrasound on the first so he can indulge on some excitement as well.