I’m in college and last night I found out that I’m pregnant for my boyfriend’s child. I told my dad that I’m pregnant and at first he was understanding and gentle. About an hour later he starts yelling at me and saying how much I fucked up. I already know how much I fucked up and I feel so shitty for being a burden. I feel like a terrible daughter, but I don’t need him to make me feel worse. Last night I stayed up all night silently crying because I’m so terrified of my future. I can’t get rid of my child, I don’t have the guts to do that, and my parents wouldn’t want me to either but I just feel even more shitty because they’re mad at me. I’m just trying to look at things positively because if I don’t, I’ll just fall back into a dark place.