Can’t get past it

Molly

My boyfriend, of pretty much 11 months, broke up with me 4 months ago. I cant get over him and the breakup AT ALL. No matter what i do i still cry myself to sleep every night and then wake up hoping he will come back to me. And now i see him around college and i just wish i could hug and kiss him but i can’t. He broke me, but i still love him. I thought everything was okay until i got this gut feeling something was wrong and then we broke up two weeks later but i just can’t get past it at all. I don’t know what to do and i’m really struggling.