Scared to Death

Elena

So mom's I was feeling super off last week. Breasts killing me, getting nauseated at foods I cook all the time, super sleepy. Just out of curiosity I took a test on Thursday, after midnight. It was positive. Line was kind of light. So I asked my husband if he saw it and he said yes. I took another on Friday morning around 6:30 a.m. and another positive. I ran to the store before I worked and bough the digital, took it around 7:30 a.m. and it said Pregnant. According to my LMP I am 4 weeks, almost 5. I am SCARED to death. I am 42 years old. We got pregnant in November of 2019. Was told I had a nighted ovum in January of 2020. I was DEVASTATED to say the least. I am so scared of having a miscarriage like I did 5 years ago. Or have another nighted ovum. We go to our initial appointment tomorrow. Only my husband and I know. I refuse to tell anyone, not even our kids. I have morning sickness 24/7. But am a bottomless pit. My breasts get worse by the day. If you guys could please send some positive vibes I would greatly appreciate it. Another loss would send me over the edge. Thank you so much mommies!!!!