Bestfriend secretly disliking me

a couple of months ago me and my friend#1 went over to my ex bestfriends house and let’s just say we did something we weren’t supposed to do and the x bestie rats so my friends mad at her and also turns out from other sources she was talking about friend#1 which x bestfriend and friend#1 have been friends for years so she cuts her off ! And I always tell her “hey if you want to go back to her it’s your choice .” But something is off between me and friend#1 I feel it intuitively like usually we would be texting and talking but she has been leaving me on read yea the conversation is over but like usually she would text me like after or in the morning but instinctively somethings off and she usually tags me in videos even if she doesn’t reply to me all the time I know sometimes her mental health is bad , like usually she comes to me to help her! Yea Ik ur like I’m super clingy no like this time my gut feels like something off and also more info about ex bestfriend and friend #1 friend #1 said whenever she used to go to ex bestfriend about her problems ex bestfriend wouldn’t really care like be dry and she always used to stand up for her Nd stuff cause they’ve been friends for years so yea ! Yes in the beginning I did tell u how I told her ex bestfriend is talking about her ok so yes I have been giving her her space heres what I think

conspiracy: ok so I get this video across my tiktok and it’s like ask the universe to give me a sign so ok I did this quick meditation and then I thought about this situation on why she isn’t talking to me being off ok so not even a minute later a video pops up on my fyp and it’s like “she don’t even like u stop tripping.” I’m like wtf so I have a conspiracy theory I think my ex bestfriend and friend number 1 are friends again because s friend number 1 was the first to watch my Snapchat story and ex bestfriend was the last