Emotions are wild😫😫

URGH! Warning this is a rant post.

I’ve been so not emotional at all this pregnancy but the last week it has hit me so hard.

How do you even decide if it’s rational emotions or not😂😂 I can’t figure it out.

I’m so frustrated at everything, still working full time (I work in healthcare at the hospital so I do a rotating 24/7 roster) I finish up at the start of October. But it’s like I haven’t had time to get much ready for the baby and it’s getting so overwhelming and I don’t know where to start.

I’ve been looking at lists for what to pack in the hospital bag but I don’t own most of what it recommends and because of covid and state closures I can’t drive to the shopping centres which have what I need 😭

And I’m damn frustrated at my man, he works long hours and full time as well, but lately he has had more on his plate with study and stuff and has got really slack with sharing housework. I keep coming home and no basic chores are even done- like the dishwasher or refilling water bottles or packing our sons lunch.

Decided I’m going on strike and not touching anything (apart from the things our son needs obviously) hopefully he realises I’m getting over him not doing anything- I’ve spoke to him about it and just saying he’s feeling flat and unmotivated at the moment, which normally I’m okay with and would support him, but I have nothing left in me to be supportive right now. Can’t keep myself together at this point let alone pick up after him to.

Just URGHHH I’m tired of work, and tired of wanting to cry all the time, and sick of no sleep! why has this come out of nowhere.

Third trimester is HARD!

Thanks for listening ❤️❤️