So 2 months ago I’m going to make this story short I went to a small get together someone put something in my drink that made me black out ( I don’t ever black out). Woke up found out I got raped😭. I told the police and my mom about it. Anyways I feel like it’s slowly eating me alive . After that incident I cope with having sex with sooo many people that I feel numb. Has anyone gone through this before?