Due the 11/18 but no AF yet. Anybody experiencing the same?

Peb
Hey ladies, I have been TTC with bb #1 for 11 months. AF was due the 18th but I have not been spotting or anything and CM is a bit watery and clear. I tested five days before AF and it was negative. I kind of accepted it and moved on. And now I am getting my hopes up again a little bit but Too scared to test. I noticed this cycle was different too. My breasts got less sore than usual. I usually sore up a week before AF and this time I it was closer to AF due date. No acne when I always get acne and don't feel crappy when I usually do. Hope its baby time but if not at least I can try again next month. I have a doctors appointment next week to discuss challenges w TTC so I'm looking forward to that whether I get a BFP or not. What about you ladies? Anyone Experiencing the same?