So I’ve been feeling really upset lately especially because I’ve been struggling in math. I’ve really been trying too but online school just doesn’t work for me. My dad hasn’t been making it any easier either. He says that I’m not trying and that I’m not a serious student which just isn’t true. Whenever I don’t do well on a test or something, they just tell me what I need to do better. They don’t even consider the fact that I already know what I’ve done wrong. DO THEY KNOW THAT I CRY WHENEVER I GET ANYTHING BELOW A B?! No. DO THEY KNOW THAT WHEN THEY SAY IM NOT SERIOUS ABOUT MY FUTURE AND THAT I’M SUPPOSED TO BE TOP OF MY CLASS IT MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF?! No. DO THEY KNOW THAT BRINGING COLLEGE INTO PERSPECTIVE ONLY MAKES THINGS WORSE?! No. And they don’t care either. I feel COMPLETELY ALONE! THEN THEY HAVE THE MOTHER FUCKING AUDACITY TO TAKE MY PHONE AWAY. WHEN THATS ALL I HAVE! NOT EVEN MY OWN PARENTS CAN SUPPORT ME LIKE A COMPUTER CAN. THATS JUST SHITTY FOR THEM. Then they go on over to work and help kids THAT ARENT EVEN THEIRS DEAL WITH ANXIETY, DEPRESSION AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. MEANWHILE THEIR OWN DAUGHTER FEELS COMPLETELY ALONE AND WANTS TO KILL HERSELF AND THEY HAVE NO GOSHDAMN CLUE. SO AT THIS POINT THEYRE JUST SHITTY PARENTS WITH SNOWFLAKES FOR HEARTS NOW I SEE WHY SOME SMART KIDS DONT ALLOW THEIR PARENTS TO SEE THEIR GRADES IN COLLEGE! BECAUSE ITS STRESSFUL AF.

Sorry guys just needed to rant lol 😑

I’m in 9th grade btw so this might be unimportant to ppl who are older (sorry for wasting ur time)