Ugh! So today has not been a good day mentalwise. I've been trying to get my 4yo into school get my 8yo on track with reading. It's just too much I can't stop crying. If this message is has grammar errors it's because I smashed my phone in frustration.

Earlier today I was trying to get someone from the headstart program otp because it's been 3weeks since I've submitted paperwork and now the lady the tells me she still needs my income verification after I sent it from the first meeting. I'm trying to send the email off my phone kept crashing the site I needed to download the paperwork wouldn't work kept giving me a error message. My 4yo has been screaming and crying all day. I only had 4hrs of sleep because I keep waking up not being able to breathe. My 8yo teacher keeps piling him up with homework online and on paperwork. Then tells me it has to be done by tomorrow like wtf he is only a child when is he supposed to have downtime. My husband is here sick as a dog fever chills won't eat or can't even stand up without feeling weak. I'm not upset with him because even with him being sick he comforted me while I was crying. I spent a hr trying to download google chrome on his kindle and login into the schoolwork just for it to say no assignments available 🤦🏾‍♀️. I can't even walk to the living room and back without wheezing. I've been through 7 vials of albuterol in 2days. I don't know how much more I can take or I'm I just being overdramatic. I'm normally not a crying type of person but today really got me. Now I'm sitting in the car at 842 and my kids haven't even had dinner😭. I normally would smoke but it's like are you gonna smoke or breathe so now I'm crying again. Oh I'm supposed to be closing on a house in 7days and don't even know how much I'm supposed to have because I can't get the ppl otp it's been 2weeks.

I would have posted anonymous but idc at this point...