Birth story (triggering/depressing)

Tiara

So I gave birth at 32w5 days at 5:56am. This whole journey into my 3rd trimester I’ve been struggling with strange headaches and weird feelings. I’ve called my Ob office for doctors on staff at night because I was only having problems at night. Because of my age everything was played off, same goes for the hospital I went to in emense pain. They noticed my strange blood pressure become high and ignored it when it went down. They ignored my complains of pain and released me to go home without watching me. I struggled for almost two weeks at night and played it off because medical professionals played it off. I ended up going to my appointment to watch my child’s growth and actually spoke to a doctor of the hospital at the appointment who took me seriously and checked me over. He ended up making me get admitted and I ended up getting told I had preeclampsia. Over a span of a week thanks to the hospital I’m at and how serious they were they ended up saving mine and my little rainbow baby’s life. My organs were starting to fail and my health kept deteriorating and it’s crazy how the doctor from the other hospital came to the one I’m at now and once again tried to play it off and get me dismissed from here. I’m actually really scared right now as I write this and reminisce on how much my health was in danger and how I could have died in my own room alone at night without any help or anyone to rescue me because I was in services of people who didn’t care much about my health and more so their wallet. I’m only 19yrs old my adopted mother has never given birth and she was never there for my appointments so all I could do was testify for myself without any to enough knowledge. I’m thankful I’m alive I’m thankful that my son is alive and kicking the shit outta death. I just wish things didn’t happen like this I’m in so much pain I had to get an emergency c-section and I can’t get up by myself and I’m just scared and sad looking back at everything that happened to get me to this point and I know someone is gonna complain because I’m posting on more than one story but I just need to talk to some like minded women who understand right now because I’m so overwhelmed and I can’t take this pain I feel like it’s killing me