God has a plan....💔👼🏻 MC#2

Johanna 🧑🏻‍🦱👼🏻👼🏻

It hasn’t been the best of my days recently knowing how excited and elated I was to receive the most awaited surprise after 9yrs since m my last MC trying on/off for another miracle. A miracle that my 13yr old son has been yearning for so much. Seeing my husband burst into tears of joy, happiness and relief that we can still make a baby on our own. Fast forward to this past weekend when cramping as I’ve read is normal only turned worse followed by bleeding. The unsettling feeling of anxiety and fear all replays in my mind. Going to my OB yesterday to be told that there’s “No gestational sac” and it could be too early but blood levels will be checked. Then today receiving the call with the results of “Negative”. My heart is shattered again going through this all over. Seeing my husband hurt, makes it so much harder for me, but I hold onto faith and hope that God has an amazing plan for our family. I am blessed to have a 13yr old blessing I call son. I know there are women who are in their battle to have just the first of their own. I say to you strong willed, fierce, empowering women “God is with you on your path and he will lead you to what you have been fighting for. A blessing in motherhood that each of us is deserving to have the experience of”. You are not alone and you need to continue in the this fight of life.