I posted some place else yesterday but no one replied. I feel alone. I am so sad. I mostly likely going through my 5th miscarriage. With each one the pain gets worse. It’s like getting hit in the same spot over and over. I can’t help but be angry. I really had high hopes this time. I am getting older so my chances of becoming pregnant again is so slim. This time was even a surprise to us. I thought what a precious gift and for it to be taken away. My body currently still thinks it’s pregnant. It’s like a cruel joke! I have to go back Monday for a comparable ultrasound but I know. I went through this exact same situation two years ago. I should be 8 weeks and 5 days but measuring at only 6 weeks. I had a positive and a very bright positive a month ago so doesn’t add up by any means. I feel so many emotions. I am tired of going through this. I just so tired. I hate when people say be blessed with the kids you have. I am!! Or you can try again! I am not young anymore so my chances are slimming. I am just so sad I am almost numb, I am walking in this dark cloud.