Should i keep testing or say I’m out this month

I have no idea what’s going on with me. I swear I felt different this month. But I don’t know maybe I’m just wanting to be so bad I’m tricking myself 😫 I just wanna give up so bad. I swear I see something but I feel like it’s no and I’m just going crazy. Dried one is from 2 days ago. I waited two days to test again bc I heard hcg doubles if it’s in the urine. 🤞🏼🥺 please pray from me I’m losing hope. 1 year and 2 months of trying after depo shot for 2 years.