Overwhelmed

FTM and i’m already overwhelmed. I feel i don’t know what i’m doing. Lack of sleep, baby crying and not sleeping or eating well ... it’s all too much and makes me feel horrible as a new mother. No family here and most of the time, i just feel lost. Even when i have a good day and i feel i’m doing good, the next day nothing works with the baby. Motherhood is hard. Anyone else?