No one told me.....

Something that no one told me about finally working with a fertility clinic, was that the emotions are intense, quick, constant, and hormone fueled.

No one told me that the same day I was told my blood test was negative, I’d sign myself up to do it again.

I didn’t realize the extend to which i would grieve our failed cycle.

I didn’t realize I’d been blocking out the fear that came with injections last month.

I didn’t realize that it would suck so much. I waited years to be able to afford to work with a clinic and right now I’m not grateful for it.

Just a vent y’all. I hope you all have a lovely day.