Can’t sleep so horny I’m going crazy 😢

My fuck busy is on vacation in Dominican Republic don’t know how long he will last and I’m really depressed. Can’t sleep at all if I’m sexually frustrated. I don’t know what to do anymore it’s not always easy looking for guys. I had a serious relationship but at first we did it a lot then he didn’t want to anymore as much and didn’t really do foreplay so I broke up with him. My ex just made love to me all the time I wanted him to use handcuffs on me pull my hair. My fuck buddy I been knowing since I was 16 now I’m 21 I’ve always been a really horny person since a young age since teen years. I literally really even cry when I’m sexually frustrated feels like I’m desperate like I’m in a really bad mood I don’t feel like seeing anyone or going out I get depressed. And yes I use toys sometimes 2 times a day or three it feels good but I love having a real man.