Just wanted to share this

I just wanted to share this with everyone because I don’t know how to feel right now and I feel strong because I’ve never had the balls to do this to the person I thought was the love of my life. It’s been two months since my ex and I broke up, we were five years together. He broke up with me & wasn’t honest about why but days later I found out that its because he cheated on me at a party. After he started following all of his exes on Instagram and seeing people that he used to cheat on me with. Yea it was dumb of me for taking him back so many times after him cheating on me with others all these five years but I thought he would change. I gave him so much love and care and was always there for him but it was never enough because he would always do what he did. Today this morning he texted me saying that he wants to talk to me face to face to apologize ONLY, but knowing him I know that he would have said things to make me fall for him again. I hesitated to reply and I started crying because I would have wanted to meet up with him to see what he has to say because he played a big part of my life and I love him but I had the strength to tell him no which is crazy because whenever hed go cheat and would come back to me later on I would always take him back. Right now, I feel good and sad at the same time & to anyone who is going through something similar, please be strong and don’t be with someone that doesn’t appreciate you. Know your worth, I’m just starting to learn mine after being with someone that has hurt me so much. It’s a hard process but you’ll get there, your all beautiful. Don’t settle for bullshit💛