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I live with my parents, I ask my mom to take me to the store 4 times a Month.

She asked me not to ask her to go to the store anymore. I asked her what is wrong she goes to the store and goes to friends goes to church, goes around the city doing diligences.

I ask to buy food for the house otherwise refrigerator is empty she eats at work doesn't care what me and dad eat.

She said she's tired of driving but I say how can that be if she goes in the morning to the store why won't she take me at the same hour and we go together.

So I feel so depressed I asked myself what can I do to make her happy do I just stay in my room all day? I feel like such a burden to my parents

My dad also he drives but he wants to go out by himself and he doesn't want to wait for example if I'm buying groceries he doesn't want to wait while I shop around. I have asked him to take me out so I'm not in the house alone all by myself all day and go with him where he goes but he'd rather go alone sometimes its to the same place I need to go.

I have given them my card and a list but they always forget to buy the things from the list

I want to feel happy find a solution.

At the moment I cannot walk because road is narrow there is a ditch , high speed road.

I cannot drive injured, can't afford the monthly payments insurance etc. Have been using savings for groceries for the household.

Also have asked family to go out and they say no I have invited them to go get coffee together go get apples from an orchard and they say no I agree don't make a big deal but tired of being home all the time.