I’ve been with my baby father for four years. We have a 1 year old and I’m currently pregnant. Lately our relationship has been rocky and I’ve done everything to fix it. Today I went to the dr to check on the baby and they ran std/sti test welllll the dr came back and told me I had trichomoniasis. I had to ask the dr what it was and research it once he walked out! I’m so embarrassed and hurt I don’t know which way to turn. I asked him and he confessed to cheating and somehow tried to blame me for being pregnant. I put him out as soon as I got back home. I was so mad I wanted to slap him! I’m scared of being a single mother because I don’t want my kids growing up mad or rebellious like I was because my dad wasnt there. he literally was the only person I trusted and was my only support. I don’t expect anyone to help me I’m just here to vent! My heart is hurting so bad because I loved him so much and I wanted to marry him but for me to find out he never loved me to begin with hurts like hell!😔