In laws from hell

Came home from a long day - saw grocery bags and food left on the kitchen table where not there - Not dinner table. - OK maybe they moved it n I just don’t see them. I Cooked- they talk to me like nothing- was about to eat when I saw my pizza and wings on the floor and on top of them were my grocery bags. I don’t don’t what came on to me that my food spill - clean it and then I put everything away because i apparently I’m not allowed to leave anything in the table. N as much as I was trying to hold my frustration and tears back my anger came out n I tried to hide it but I just couldn’t. I tried but every time I grab something I think I kind of threw it on the table that they turn to look at me like I was crazy n I just acted normal-

Partner comes up after witnessing the whole thing. I ask him did u eat all I wanted to know was if he was full- n his response — I now what u want to tell me just shut the fuck up-

Thats when I lost it and stared crying so the let me get this straight I just have to be quiet and let them do what they want.

I now know his family comes first - no matter what they do - but god forgive I say no to them when they ask for something he looses his shit and all hell breaks loose because I’m a peace of Garbage for not doing what they say.

I woke 8-12 hrs shifts in a hospital 5 days a week n I don’t have the right to have some peace when I come home. BIL wife stays home but I’m the one that always has to do everything.

2 children’s together and still I’m not important enough to him to say something to them.

Currently crying because All I want to do is pack my tithing get my kids and leave but I have to have something stable to take them too.