Plan B???

My boyfriend came in me twice last night and I kind of don’t want to take a plan b. I’ve expressed that during sex just about every week. He’s expressed that he doesn’t want kids yet but I want one so bad I’d even raise it on my own if it came to it. I can afford one. Would I be a dick if I didn’t?? Or for even hoping that if I do it doesn’t work???

Update: yes he did ask me to take one and even offered me money to get one that I refused

Update #2: Yes I did take the pill but I was extremely sad about it. He knows how I am and I know who he is. He’s coming around about having kids in a few years on his own now but I was just wondering if I should actually feel guilty about not taking it or not wanting to. I guess I should be hoping it works..