PCOS & Trying To Conceive

Jamie • Battling PCOS
My husband & I have been trying to have a baby for 5 years now. Reached out to a fertility specialist early last year & started my first round of Clomid in July (lowest dose) along with Aldoctone & ended in January of this year (on the highest dose) with absolutely ZERO results. My body rejected it. Took a break until October 1st of this year. I'm struggling to even find motivation to workout let alone eat healthy. Even though I know that is the top "cure" for PCOS. is anyone else struggling like I am? I think it's the fear of it not working again & I'm trying to avoid it. I'm an emotional eater too, so that doesn't help me what so ever. I need a PCOS sister. Also this will be my first period (my own body induced period) since April of this year) maybe thats a good thing?